Just because

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Posted by Lams on 10:45 PM


I've heard so many things from you but this is the first time you told me that Im dead to you. It shouldnt effect me because it never did before but now its like everything just came crashing down on me. 
Its a shame how my life seems to get lonelier everyday. 


Atleast now I know, that 'care', 'family','concern', and most of all 'love': they are dead to me. Those words dont exist. 
Love doesnt exist. Its an exaggerated word that no one really knows the meaning of. Its just so easy to throw around that word now. Well I stopped. No more 'love', but if I ever do find it..if Im ever lucky enough to find it, then I'll let you know.