Just because
Write love on your hand day
Posted by Lams on 5:38 PM
I want to get a tattoo like that on my wrist^^Well yea, today was not much. Just had Swedish and Social. Skipped English for Synergy. Day ended badly with my mind in a state of anger/depression.
Nothing big.
I was just wondering about how I ever gave you the power over my emotions? When did I give you the right to control it? I never did. Yet you still hold an authority over how I feel. My feelings change depending on you. Thats fucked up.
The past few days have been so PMSie for me. I dont know why. I just constantly kept on changing my emotions. One minute I'm happy, then the other I was suffering from confusion over why my life is the way it is...but whatever, Im not complaining now. Not now, not today. Maybe later. Today I feel like locking my emotions within me.
Oh yeah, today is the Placebo concert. A lot of my friends went; some have been standing in line since 4 am.
I couldnt go. Im broke and tickets were sold out. Great-.-
Guess I will just sit at home, blog, and listen to Placebo on youtube...and maybe try to occupy myself with something to get my mind off how you effect me when you really shouldnt.
Oh yeah, Im going to join the Synergy dance group. Dance is the only way I can really express myself other than blogging of course. I love dance. It helps me get out my frustration or regrets.
Its there when Im happy, sad, crazy...whichever. Its like I can tell my story through dance somehow.