Just because

I love how you love me and say you care...but honey, who are you kidding? You really dont.

Posted by Lams on 12:23 AM

Injected with your fury inside me,

I burn until my heart turns grey,

my eyes turn black and I slowly fade away.

This hate you send me

could only last so long,

but Im flinching for air as this all goes on.

Dark and black. You hold me down,

you hold my hand to kill me now.

You smile, you're eyes still so pure,

with shining guilt but you would never know;

How your angst and pretense makes me scared,

and makes me miss when you were there.

You used to be my life and soul,

but now've you managed to leave me cold.

So thank you God, for this dear experience,

and for all the other times you've inflicted this pain.

To make me feel like I belong,

then snatch this thing I had called home.

Once, twice, thrice the charm,

I guess the first two weren't bad enough but this time, trust me,

it really did get me,

it did me harm.