Just because

Sometimes, its just better when I keep my mouth shut. Actually, almost all the time.

Posted by Lams on 10:53 PM

People always say how locking things up inside you hurts you and saying it out relieves you. Its not true. I just said somethings out loud that would have been better off left inside me and now I feel worse. I horrible. I dont know why. I shouldnt, because the situation is somewhat normal, I guess, but I still do feel bad. 
Maybe its just the recent amount of shit going on that triggered this. I mean this hasnt been the greatest month of my life. 
But whatever, I'll stop now because there is no point in writing this. So dumb. 


Oh yeah, Noura called me today, she was worried and she called me on my cell and it felt so nice. I havent heard her voice in 7 years!! It made me feel loved <3
I love you Noura Misbah(: