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A walk to remember<3

Posted by Lams on 10:50 PM

This evening, I realized I haven't  watched 'A walk to remember' in a while, so I sat down with chocolates&a blanket& tissues (of course), and I watched it on Youtube. I had forgotten how much this movie meant to me. This movie was my support and hopes all through out 9th grade. 
Well, in short, I had gone through some feelings I've never experienced in that year: it could be called love, some might call it lust, some could call it infatuation, I call it innocence. I had taken on something I wasn't prepared to take on and neither was my heart prepared to bare. I attached myself completely, only to find it was worth nothing more than just hurt. Yet, to me,personally, it came as a good experience. Not because it made me stronger or wiser, but because I had the chance to feel such an emotion; such a rush going through my veins. 
This movie just makes me melt inside every single time& the book simply makes me die. For some strange reason I can connect to it, no matter what. It gives me some hope, that it can't be so bad, that there is a thing called love; that fuzzy warm feeling inside like butterflies in your stomach & that miracles do happen. I know all of this sounds childish, like I believe in fantasies or that life is a disney movie, but to simply put how I feel, this quote would be appropriate : 

" I'm not your princess,This ain't a fairytale, I'm going to find someone someday who might actually treat me well " -Taylor Swift, White Horse
                                                                                                      
Basically, what I'm trying to express is that even though we have been hurt before, it doesn't mean its the end; we all have a plan&purpose, and one day we will find that special someone(sooner or later), we just need to stop fighting destiny.
What does this have in relation to the movie?-Well, every time I was upset, I would sit down with chocolates to watch this movie and by the end of it, even though I cried all my tears out, it made me feel good. It was somehow a way of proving to myself that things could get worse. It also taught me that life is too short to be spent with tears all night and day and to complain about the bad things in life, instead this time should be spend to LIVE life and experience all sorts of things (some are not very enjoyable and may cause hurt but its part of the road). 
So yea...that was basically my little reminiscent of 'A walk to remember' and my lessons learnt with that movie   as the storyline of my life at that particular moment. If you happen to read this, and can relate to the pain, just know that life goes on and so should you, because you really don't know what is coming ahead and it could be the best thing that happens in your life. 

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they are right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust noone but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
— Marilyn Monroe